Christmas Time

Before the Beginning

I am about one month away from beginning this new journey.  I am excited, terrified, and sad all at the same time.  Twelve weeks without food.  Twelve weeks without food. Seriously, 12 weeks without food! After my initial consultation in December, I more or less cried for 3 days.  I know it sounds silly, but food has become such an important part of my life.  I have become known as an excellent and creative cook.  I spend so much time planning meals, get togethers, parties etc…there in lies part of the problem.  I don’t have a love – hate relationship with food – I have a love, love, and even more love relationship for everything and anything food related.  So, time to deal with this- time to not focus on food.  Now that I have resolved myself to do this, I am anxious to start.  I wish it started earlier – I want to do it and survive it.