Before the Beginning
I am about one month away from beginning this new journey. I am excited, terrified, and sad all at the same time. Twelve weeks without food. Twelve weeks without food. Seriously, 12 weeks without food! After my initial consultation in December, I more or less cried for 3 days. I know it sounds silly, but food has become such an important part of my life. I have become known as an excellent and creative cook. I spend so much time planning meals, get togethers, parties etc…there in lies part of the problem. I don’t have a love – hate relationship with food – I have a love, love, and even more love relationship for everything and anything food related. So, time to deal with this- time to not focus on food. Now that I have resolved myself to do this, I am anxious to start. I wish it started earlier – I want to do it and survive it.